Love the audio feedback (even if I graduated from IU). That balance is work but it’s good work.

I just turned my audio on my blog into a podcast actually (Profiting From Permission). Wanted to repurpose some stuff and it seemed to make sense.

Love the audio feedback (even if I graduated from IU). That balance is work but it’s good work.

I just turned my audio on my blog into a podcast actually (Profiting From Permission). Wanted to repurpose some stuff and it seemed to make sense.

Something I’ve been smacked in the face with recently is my own rollercoaster belief in God, which in turn affects my happiness. In the past I would look for what God was doing and gauge my outlook from there, ie. huge miracles (Landon and I surviving the traumatic delivery) = God is active, loving, present… boring daily life = God is distant, uninterested, barely caring… suffering of friends (failed adoption) = God is harsh, allows our hopes to be crushed…

HOWEVER, the more I learn about who God is, what the Bible says about all of his mind-blowing characteristics (I’ve specifically been doing a study on the fruit of the Spirit: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control) the more I am growing in my understanding of who God is and thus a more correct understanding of who I am. I understand now that my circumstances-based view of God was all wrong.

So the foundation of my life is not so rollercoaster anymore. Instead – because I better know who God is – I can remain steady no matter the circumstances, no matter how others treat me, no matter how much I mess up my life or do good with my life. And the craziest thing is, the more I submit to God and obey Him, the more joyful I become?! I guess it’s nice to quit being ‘my own god’ and rest in how big He is; it takes the pressure off me, and all I have to worry about is doing the best I can with the standards He’s given, ask for forgiveness when I fail, and let Him help me become as much like Him as possible.

Just something to think about. My Bible study put it this way: “Every Christian falls into one of two categories: Believing God for what he does or believing God for who He is.” What category you fall into will permeate every aspect of your life on this earth.

Something I’ve been smacked in the face with recently is my own rollercoaster belief in God, which in turn affects my happiness. In the past I would look for what God was doing and gauge my outlook from there, ie. huge miracles (Landon and I surviving the traumatic delivery) = God is active, loving, present… boring daily life = God is distant, uninterested, barely caring… suffering of friends (failed adoption) = God is harsh, allows our hopes to be crushed…

HOWEVER, the more I learn about who God is, what the Bible says about all of his mind-blowing characteristics (I’ve specifically been doing a study on the fruit of the Spirit: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control) the more I am growing in my understanding of who God is and thus a more correct understanding of who I am. I understand now that my circumstances-based view of God was all wrong.

So the foundation of my life is not so rollercoaster anymore. Instead – because I better know who God is – I can remain steady no matter the circumstances, no matter how others treat me, no matter how much I mess up my life or do good with my life. And the craziest thing is, the more I submit to God and obey Him, the more joyful I become?! I guess it’s nice to quit being ‘my own god’ and rest in how big He is; it takes the pressure off me, and all I have to worry about is doing the best I can with the standards He’s given, ask for forgiveness when I fail, and let Him help me become as much like Him as possible.

Just something to think about. My Bible study put it this way: “Every Christian falls into one of two categories: Believing God for what he does or believing God for who He is.” What category you fall into will permeate every aspect of your life on this earth.

I’ve considered it myself, but I tend to go on tangents and would end up having hour long posts. You did a great job keeping it short and sweet.

Thank you for being so honest with your post. It takes a lot of courage to share those thoughts and feelings, especially with strangers.

The topic of happiness has been on my mind lately as well. Just like you, I took a little time off to backpack Europe after graduation and then jumped headfirst into starting a couple of businesses. However, it’s been a bit harder for me to disassociate happiness and circumstance.

With so much invested in my business, a lot of my happiness comes from making progress and coming closer to my ideal outcome. Consciously, I know this approach is destructive, especially in the long run, but unconsciously it’s a deeply engrained belief. It wasn’t always this way though, I think once I took on the pressure of running a successful business, my source of happiness shifted to one of accomplishment rather than one of existence.

I’ve considered it myself, but I tend to go on tangents and would end up having hour long posts. You did a great job keeping it short and sweet.

Thank you for being so honest with your post. It takes a lot of courage to share those thoughts and feelings, especially with strangers.

The topic of happiness has been on my mind lately as well. Just like you, I took a little time off to backpack Europe after graduation and then jumped headfirst into starting a couple of businesses. However, it’s been a bit harder for me to disassociate happiness and circumstance.

With so much invested in my business, a lot of my happiness comes from making progress and coming closer to my ideal outcome. Consciously, I know this approach is destructive, especially in the long run, but unconsciously it’s a deeply engrained belief. It wasn’t always this way though, I think once I took on the pressure of running a successful business, my source of happiness shifted to one of accomplishment rather than one of existence.

@Matt – Thanks for understanding why it took me so long to arrive at my final points. Thankfully the whole thing stayed fairly structured (considering I was just flowing off the top of my head!). Thanks for hanging with me on my first impromptu audio post.

@Resa – Great points with “you can’t make someone else happy if you can’t be happy with yourself. Similarly, no one else can make you happy.” I agree 100%. Such a basic concept but it took a lot of pain for me to learn this one (freshman year of college. big nasty break up. ugh.) Years later I’m thankful for that lesson though. (love the yoda reference!)

I am so grateful that you took the time to listen to this post and comment. To be real, the encouragement from these three comments alone will inspire me for DAYS. I hope you feel a sense of “shared success” because every project I work on this week will be laced with some enthusiasm that you’ve given me tonight.

@Matt – Thanks for understanding why it took me so long to arrive at my final points. Thankfully the whole thing stayed fairly structured (considering I was just flowing off the top of my head!). Thanks for hanging with me on my first impromptu audio post.

@Resa – Great points with “you can’t make someone else happy if you can’t be happy with yourself. Similarly, no one else can make you happy.” I agree 100%. Such a basic concept but it took a lot of pain for me to learn this one (freshman year of college. big nasty break up. ugh.) Years later I’m thankful for that lesson though. (love the yoda reference!)

I am so grateful that you took the time to listen to this post and comment. To be real, the encouragement from these three comments alone will inspire me for DAYS. I hope you feel a sense of “shared success” because every project I work on this week will be laced with some enthusiasm that you’ve given me tonight.